Hey All:
New to this whole concept.... guess I'm looking for a little support. Here's my story:
37, 5'9" #244lbs (size 18W)
Jan 07 I was #274 and I completed my first half-marathon. Let me tell you, that was a grueling 13.1 miles that I completed with only the Grace of GOD!!!! I was inspired, exhausted, and finally Ready
to get this flippin weight off!!! After I finished the race, I got sick the next day and spent 2 weeks in bed with a bad cold.... but hey, I was down like #12, so it was a great start!!!
I stumbled through weight watchers for about 2 months..... ( those ice cream treats were awesome!) but I never felt like it taught me much about nutrition, just substitute lower points foods for what you really want!!! I came off that and found a great gym, fabulous support staff, great trainers, and the before and after pictures of real people that made it seem attainable. Started that around mid sept 07 and gave it a go for about 6 weeks.... then Thanksgiving and Christmas came around.... for another 6 weeks I proceeded to eat my way through every cookie that I happened to come across..... gained back up to #264 and Jan 10, 08 was my new start..... hittin' the gym and my high protein/low carb plan with a determination that I didn't know I had in me..... I was so compliant about what I ate..... wrote down every bite, was weighed and measured every 30 days to track my progress....some months were painfully slow, one month I felt joy at losing 10" total, and #6. After 4 months, and a serious talk with my trainers ( owner of the gym has been bodybuilding for 50yrs, so I know that he is very knowledgable) I realized that this isn't working for me......They suggested I get my thyroid checked, i should be losing faster than this.....but I have other issues. I have a systemic candida problem, a serious addiction to sugar and an inability to control it. My binges with food leave me sick, disgusted with myself and feeling like a crack-addict on a 3 day binge!!!!! my hair is falling out, I was bloated and have dry/rashy skin, dark circles under my eyes, and definately not feeling any attractiveness!!!! I would buy Alavert ( antihistamines) in bulk from Costco regularly. Get hives frequently..... i just knew there was another answer......
The light at the end of my tunnel happened about 2 weeks ago....... I started with PH strips to test my alkalinity ( surprise, I was a 5) so I began a serious move to fix my body. A few searches around the internet let me to
www.eatveg.com ( great site that turned me on to Dr. Klapper
and and idea that I could change my body through healthy food....well, I have to admit, I prayed for an answer and all of my searches have led me to being vegan.... obviously not a junk-food vegan, but healthy, fresh, organic and raw.... ( as much as possible and reasonable) I try to eat clean, I read labels and if there is more than 3 ingredients, or it looks like a chemistry experiment... I opt out. Im still coming off the whole low-carb mindset thing ( since that is pretty ingrained into my head) and I almost hate to offend anyone here, but this isn't from an ethical animal abuse viewpoint..... I just need to clean up myself........I'm afraid of carbs to a certain extent. I afraid of gaining..... afraid of binging...... afraid of not losing weight. Vegetables are ok, but hey, man, I could eat carbs all the time!!!!!, I love oatmeal, ( not the quick cook kind, whole oats) I like sprouted grain breads with no yeast or sugar, I love nut butters, sweet potatoes, I'm even learning to love fresh tomatoes ..... I am still tracking my food ( so I can see where I am and if I gain where it come from......) Hummus and Baba Ganoosh, pita's and grape tomatoes was my lunch today...... amazingly fresh, clean and so completely satisfying....... I keep fruit to a minimum because right now I'm just not craving it.... it's wierd..... my blender is quiet and unused ...my protein powders and supplements are sitting unused..... I haven't had meat, eggs, butter, dairy except for Mother's Day..... brunch with the family and I ate vegetables mostly, but I had 2 small waffles with syrup ( milk in the mix) and some sweet potato casserole that HAD to have butter in it..... Good Lord I thought I was going to DIE!!!!!!!! ( within an hour I had massive stomach cramps, and my sinuses were so swollen I felt like a 2X4 hit me in the face) how could I have eaten like this for 37 years and not noticed this????????????? Was it wrong to go "cold-turkey" into veganism??????? seems like most people go gradually....
Someone please reassure me that this is not a a DREAM!!!! I can really eat carbs and lose weight???????? I can become a healthy weight and not use pills, surgery, or depravation or torture to achieve it?
my husband is not sure I should be completely vegan, he bought me a book about eating "clean" so he supports most of what I am doing, he is just concerned that taking things to extremes isn't good....... look at my protein thing.....
I still miss the junk, but I'm not willing to ingest anything that is going to hurt me!!! ( Sunday was a huge wake-up call!!!!)
so here I am and there it is......
any questions, comments or suggestions???
~E
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