I sympathize with your loss of job, and maybe we can help.
The book, The Pleasure Trap, can be obtained for under $7 used from amazon, although the dvd is better.
http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/ ... 403&sr=8-1
I have an extra one of Jeff's dvds that I will lend you if you promise
1. to return it after a reasonable time, and
2. Not to copy it (it is copyrighted), and
3. Tell me that you cannot legitimately purchase it (i.e. you do not have the funds to indulge in any luxuries at all that you could not divert to purchase the dvd)
If that goes well, I can send you some of my only copies. Maybe others would do the same.
I guess the flip side of the job loss is that you may have time to really go at this hard, which is what you will need for success. If you really go for it, you may look at your job loss the way I now look at my heart disease - as one of the best things to ever happen to me. If it weren't for that, I would still be way fat and carrying a bag of pills and feeling lousy. Dr. McDougall really does make everything you really need available for free, and I don't think that finances should stand in your way. I'll do what I can to help if you really want to do this, and this is the kind of place where I would expect others to pitch in too.