I have been enjoying the summer. It's been upper 80's which is just fantastic. Fresh corn, melons and squash. I love it.
I ate out once and I am paying for it. I tried to get something ok, but I didn't try enough. I feel like the family sort of turned against the diet choices so I'll take next week to buckle down and turn back to simplicity and exercise. The good thing is that when the family falls back on the quick crap SAD choices I am able to stand my ground and not get tempted, often. I did have plenty of choices around so I was munching on mango and three-bean salad and potatoes while those around me were looking at me, with their fat on, wondering how the person who's always eating looked slimmer than they did.
When I'd picked-up my son from his vacation in the Keys he'd gained over 10 pounds. He was OK with my plant-strong choices until his brother started bringing him home crap food as well as meat. That set the stage for this last wave of going against my food choices. His fathers choices were learned from his father and well it's not in any way healthy. I'll still struggle with my son trying to instill some sort of healthy guidance into his life.
I am not enjoying feeling the shoulder pain again, that I have felt from transgressing in the past. I want to open MWL and make a few salad choices so I can organize for the week. Continuing in the downward weight-loss will mean making specific healthy choices and I know I can plan for it. Getting it done will be a wonderful thing.
End of summer changes are bringing me to renew my determination and though I wasn't at my ideal weight for summer I will say that I no longer looked like the majority of women my age. I looked thinner than most even though I have about 30 pounds to lose.