Nomi
Anna, I hear ya. It's crazy. Then again I'm part of another group who sees horribly degrading, physically painful and spiritually destructive outcomes as unfortunate side-effects that must be tolerated. So, while often baffling, is not uncommon. That's the nature of addiction for many people.
Fortunately, we know the way out. Day 12 for me and I feel fantastic! Ran last night. The weather was beautiful. I was dragging a bit but still really enjoyed being out there.
I had oatmeal with blueberries and banana for breakfast. SNAP for lunch. Dinner will be broccoli slaw salad and Jeff's bean burger.