by Dissolution » Tue Oct 09, 2012 7:30 am
Adrienne It's hard to say whether or not things are better or worse. We don't openly fight as much about food. But we sure haven't grown any closer. Intimacy is pretty much non existent. If she doesn't see me brush my teeth and gargle, she will recoil away from me kissing her in disgust claiming that my breath reeks. She also claims I have horrible BO.
I'm pretty sure it's all in her head. I'm eating no single food substance or spice often enough to cause a problem like she is describing. I could see how she might have a point if I was eating garlic daily or peppers or something, but my food intake is varied enough that there should not be any problem like that.
I floss, I brush my teeth and tongue, I use mouth wash, and still she will ask me to face away from her in bed. So it makes being affectionate with her difficult.
scooterpie Sound advise. It is something to consider.
peasouper The wife's dream job would be to own her own bakery/cafe. The problem is she couldn't do the work. About 2 or 3 hours is all she is capable of being on her feet.
She had made crust-less pumpkin pie before, back when we on Atkins. Just figured she might have decided to use some of the pumpkin in another way. I just counted, there are 10 out of the original 12 pies still left in the fridge.
Melinda Thanks!
Lesliec1 I guess if I didn't want advise, or to at least open things up for discussion I could have just written my thoughts down in a private diary. But for me the interaction with everybody here is the real key.
I understand completely that a middle aged man losing weight and getting into shape sets off all kind of alarm bells in a wife. I try to be sensitive to that. But let me explain the fight we will be having later this year. I bowl on a Tuesday night men's bowling league with my #2 son. Later this year, he will be getting a 90 day deployment over seas. My wife will expect me to quit bowling, since I will no longer have a "chaperon" on Tuesday nights. Mind you, I have never cheated on her, or done anything even remotely considered unfaithful. The only reason I can go golfing without fights, is because I'm always going with our sons.
I make no comments or faces about what she eats. I will buy anything she wants at the grocery store, and I will "order for her" at nicer restaurants. For our last cookout, she asked me to make the hamburger patties and I declined, but I did wind up peeling a bunch of shrimp and pulling some BBQ'd pork off the bone. I have noticed though, that if she is going to cook, she will generally have it done before I get home.
I do get more attention from our son's. Especially the ones that don't live with us. I see #1 at least once a week, and she could go more than a month without seeing him. I see #2 a couple of times a week. Now with the golfing season coming to a close, it'll be less often.
She hates me going to the gym, by myself. I admit, I did sell her on the idea of me getting a membership based on the fact that I could go to the gym with #1 and #2. The problem came about with #2 not ever wanting to go to the gym and #1 being unpredictable (he might go 3 times in one week, once at 7am, once at 8pm, and then 2 pm the next time and then not going again for 3 weeks).
Debbie She's 48, and our children are 27,26,25 and 22.
I own my own business as well (Actually I think I own 1/3, business partner owns 1/3 and wife owns 1/3), and sometimes she will point out that we are following my dreams, and she has had to sacrifice her dreams. My dream is to get paid. Do I enjoy what I do, I guess I'm pretty good at it, but I sure as heck wouldn't be doing it if I won the lottery or if I could make as much money helping her run a bakery or something.
I think one of our biggest issues, as far as food is concerned is she doesn't recognize or understand food addiction. In her mind all I had to do was eat less and everything would have been fine, but instead I would rather eat more and find the diet she would hate the most and do that.
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Sunday wasn't a good day. #1 son cancelled our go to the gym together appointment. I told the wife I was going to the gym anyways, she got all pissed off. Well, I have learned something over the years (she just wanted me to feel guilty for going, so I used reverse guilt). I just went back into the computer room and did nothing for a half hour or so, then she asked me why I wasn't going to the gym. I told her because she had thrown a fit, she brushed it off and said I should go. So I went.
The workout went well, and I am sore as hell. My mistake being I had done some "welcome back to weight lifting" upper body stuff the week before, but had not done so with legs and core. So my legs and abs are still sore today.
Without going into an enormous amount of detail I'll just explain that there is a TV show (Dexter) that comes on Sunday night that I wanted to record. Ideally the kids and I would all watch it in the living room, but my wife hates this show (she has never seen it) so we are not "allowed" to watch it on "her" TV. I could go into the basement and watch it, but #3 son isn't the best housekeeper and I prefer not to spend much time down there. I could have watched it on our 30" tube TV in the bedroom. But I would prefer to watch it in HD on our 51" plasma. I set the program to record, and explained to her that I would watch it in the morning, before she woke up. Our DVR is fully capable of recording two shows at a time, or recording one show and watching a different show.
She's been furious with me ever since. She told me not to record it, I ignored her. She says I'm a bully. I'm not sure I see it that way. Last week when she was not home, 4 of us sat in that room at watched the show. So even if I had insisted that the 4 of us watch it Sunday night, I'm still not sure that would be me being a bully.
I'll admit, the spare bedroom at #2's house is looking better all the time.
She has accused me of turning her into a bitch, so that I will have a reason to leave. Not sure if that's how she actually feels, or just a ploy to keep me from leaving.
Sorry guys, I guess I've gotten pretty far off the food track.
I was stressed yesterday and took it out in food. I think I do that too often. I'm still avoiding all animal products, but I ate some things yesterday that weren't really on plan either. So I've decided that starting today I'm going to do the negative reinforcement food journal. That means I'm only going to list foods that I probably shouldn't have eaten. Let's see how this goes...haha
Happy Tuesday everybody!